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Saturday, October 29, 2005

FCUKING NITE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

damn it
damn it
damn it

ii din noe how on earth ii got such a sudden mood swing.. =/
din mean wad ii said..
but euu asked mii to tell euu wad ii was thinking abt..
so ii told euu all the negative thingy ii thought abt..
ii thought euu would understand that ii'm feeling bad and down at that moment..

BUT

euu sort of "shouted" back and claimed that wadever ii thought was "WTH"

SHOCKED..

maybe euu still dun understand mii..
maybe euu're the first one whom ii need to spell everythingy out abt myself before euu can realli understand mii..
maybe we need more time to understand each other..
maybe ii'm too used to pple understanding mii by themselves..
maybe ii juz can't say out wadever ii'm thinking..
maybe ii need euu to understand mii by urself.. that's wad ii'm used to be..

[[ a song from bro who asked mii to look at the lyrics while listening and REFLECT!! =) ]]
"Losing You"

Yeahhhhh
Sitting here alone thinking it through trying to convince myself that i'm
Not losing you,
Or can't you just forget the things i said
I was angry at the time but now i cleared my head
It was so strong, where did it all go wrong
So tell me why, i'm swimming against the tide
And i'm praying for a lifeline, cos i'm
Losing you
So tell me why, you don't care enough to try
Are you giving up this fight, i can't stand,
Wont stand, losing you
You don't have to say a word its in your eyes
What can i do to convince you we need more time
And i know i may have made a few mistakes
But losing you is just too much for me to take
It was so strong, where did it all go wrong
So tell me what to say
Because i need, a chance to change
And i wont let you walk away

give me a hug tonight, baby
12:51 AM