Saturday, October 01, 2005
ii once thought everything was so perfect and smooth.. but i guess that's onli my toopid dream.. nothing's ever gonna be so perfect for anyone of us.. ii hatex being left behind when u could juz walked off at ur own pace.. ii knew something was bothering u.. but u juz keep everything to urself and dun tell mii anything.. how do ya expect mi to understand u..ii feel that ii'm such a failure.. can't noe wad u're thinking and wad u wan..*wo lei ler**wo bu xiang fang qi**bu yao rang wo fang qi ni**wo hui chang shi qu gen liao jie ni**wo ai ni*[[ dear, actually ii wanna give u a hug at 12am and tell u "ii lurve u".. juz as wad ii told u last time that once ii gain back the confidence, ii'll hug u tight and tell u that 3 words.. but why do this thingy have to happen today.. ii din manage to do it afterall.. f.a.i.l.u.r.e=/ ]]
give me a hug tonight, baby
3:19 AM