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Monday, November 07, 2005

ii noe every couples have their unpleasant and downs.. why is that ours is so hard to resolve.. even with the help of so many budds.. perhaps our characters dun allow us to be the one at fault.. this time.. it all started cuz of a toopid thingy that ii nv thought would affect us.. but it still did..

u prefer to talk our probs on phone.. but ii declined everytime.. cuz ii can't.. ii can't let u hear my cries everytime and make u feel so helpless, nort knowing wad to do and juz keep apologising.. though ii'm nort sure whether ur tears are also falling at the other end.. but ii believe those phone talks made us understand each other's feelings more.. at least to mii..

u kept telling mii ii ain't showing enough concern for u.. perhaps ii realli did neglect u sometimes.. for that, ii apologise.. ii realli did try my best.. but please try to look things from my perspective.. ii also will feel that u ain't concerned abt mii sometimes.. before we started we had so many dreams.. real many ya.. our peace and faith next time.. ur dream car.. which country we wanna go.. my spain.. haha.. come to think of that.. we were so much happier.. ii thought those would last for good.. but now, after we become more and more shou.. we tend to overlook each other's feeling..

ii noe our confidence towards each other ain't that strong anymore.. u said ii'm one who give up easily.. ii believe ii am.. but ii always regret after that and juz live with it.. u noe ii dun believe in patching after a break in a relationship.. so ii realli dun wan any regrets and no turning back next time..

give me a hug tonight, baby
10:32 AM